There’s this feeling always hovering me whenever a close friend of mine is about to be involved inn ay kind of sport. I don’t enjoy sport, as you must have known by now. Even worse, it’s always disturbing my conscience that someone I love, someone I care about, is involved in, and even enjoying, something I detest.

Stranger still, I am known as someone very well acquainted with myself, with my own feelings. My EQ tests always show that I have a self-knowledge and self-conscience well above the average. But this feeling … it’s very disturbing. I feel like I’m standing behind a glass window, trying to reach them, but I can’t! I can’t even scream loud enough to be heard. What can I do? What should I do?

I know it’s a need - a basic need of being a complete and balanced human being. But it’s never easy for me. I just wish someone would fetch me in, help me mingle around them, orient me to the enjoyment and pleasure of having sports. If only ….